Before meeting Matthew (Meinck) i never had any testicles, or 'balls' as they say.
I was completely gutless.
My life was pathetic and miserable.
I was a people pleaser.
I couldn't think for myself, well feel for myself really.
I was so out of touch with any feelings, sensations or disturbances in my body.
I had no idea that those were the things, the tools, the truth to which each person's life is guided.
I ruled my life around my thinking, thinking about, and working out what was right and wrong, what was right and wrong for the other person.
I did not know that right and wrong is only determined by the pure sensations in the body, resulting in a thought.
Not thinking about something, that creates a false emotional feeling.
I can clearly feel the difference very distinctly now.
Back then i was driven by what another wanted, to the extent that i wouldn't have any awareness of myself, or what was correct for me.
When another person acted or spoke, i didn't notice at the time, but my own self disappeared, somehow i couldn't see myself.
But of course then i wasn't looking, but i can see that now.
Thanks to Matthew (Meinck all this and more has been unravelled and corrected itself.
I had been sexually abused often as a child, but had blocked it out as i wasn't relevant, i didn't count. I was only there for others.
Thanks to Matthew i have be able to see all of this and get to the cause very simply.
Because of seeing this, as well as going through the process of it, my life has changed as a result.
Thanks to Matthew (Meinck life is now simple, clear and straight forward.
I am able to respond to the truth in my body, rather than detaching and painfully, uselessly, trying to work it out in my head.
Life flows more and i am now not left with a feeling of dread from going against the flow.
It turns out better for others too!
Thank you Matthew.
post submitted by Trent
