I was consumed with depression all my life.
The core feeling of worthlessness never left me, and affected my whole life.
I had attempted to take my life three times, and was endlessly planning the next attempt to escape the pain of myself and my inability to cope with the world around me.
With Matthew's help through massage and counselling my depression has been resolved.
Now i have an understanding that comes as a feeling from within my self, not just a recognition in my thinking.
When the overwhelming urgency comes to kill myself now, i know it is just a sensation leaving my body which was the feeling i was left with, after each time i was abused as a child.
After every time i was abused, that feeling of wanting to kill myself, as well as the physical and emotional trauma, was trapped in my body.
Matthew has not only stopped the pattern of being sexually abused, he has opened the flood gates for all the trapped trauma to be released and healed.
Therefore giving me a life, and a life worth living.
I owe Matthew so much, thank you with all my heart.
post submitted by Gaby
