Thanks to Matthew (Meinck) life is now simple, clear and straight forward.

Getting to the bottom of people pleasing.

 Before meeting Matthew (Meinck) i never had any testicles, or 'balls' as they say.

I was completely gutless.

My life was pathetic and miserable.

I was a people pleaser.

I couldn't think for myself, well feel for myself really.

I was so out of touch with any feelings, sensations or disturbances in my body.

I had no idea that those were the things, the tools, the truth to which each person's life is guided.

I ruled my life around my thinking, thinking about, and working out what was right and wrong, what was right and wrong for the other person.

I did not know that right and wrong is only determined by the pure sensations in the body, resulting in a thought.

Not thinking about something, that creates a false emotional feeling.

I can clearly feel the difference very distinctly now.

Back then i was driven by what another wanted, to the extent that i wouldn't have any awareness of myself, or what was correct for me.

When another person acted or spoke, i didn't notice at the time, but my own self disappeared, somehow i couldn't see myself.

But of course then i wasn't looking, but i can see that now.

Thanks to Matthew (Meinck all this and more has been unravelled and corrected itself.

I had been sexually abused often as a child, but had blocked it out as i wasn't relevant, i didn't count. I was only there for others.

Thanks to Matthew i have be able to see all of this and get to the cause very simply.

Because of seeing this, as well as going through the process of it, my life has changed as a result.

Thanks to Matthew (Meinck life is now simple, clear and straight forward.

I am able to respond to the truth in my body, rather than detaching and painfully, uselessly, trying to work it out in my head.

Life flows more and i am now not left with a feeling of dread from going against the flow.

It turns out better for others too!

Thank you Matthew.

post submitted by Trent

I am forever indebted to Matthew (Meinck), as he saved my life.

I am forever indebted to Matthew (Meinck), as he saved my life.

I was consumed with depression all my life.

The core feeling of worthlessness never left me, and affected my whole life.

I had attempted to take my life three times, and was endlessly planning the next attempt to escape the pain of myself and my inability to cope with the world around me.

With Matthew's help through massage and counselling my depression has been resolved.

Now i have an understanding that comes as a feeling from within my self, not just a recognition in my thinking.

When the overwhelming urgency comes to kill myself now, i know it is just a sensation leaving my body which was the feeling i was left with, after each time i was abused as a child.

After every time i was abused, that feeling of wanting to kill myself, as well as the physical and emotional trauma, was trapped in my body.

Matthew has not only stopped the pattern of being sexually abused, he has opened the flood gates for all the trapped trauma to be released and healed.

Therefore giving me a life, and a life worth living.

I owe Matthew so much, thank you with all my heart.

post submitted by Gaby

Thanks to Matthew (Meinck) my time and my home is now my own

I live in a feeling of being nothing therefore having nothing to offer.
I did want to try to express the recent feeling deep in me of knowing I no longer make myself available to be used day and night.

'Being switched off and numb since my first abuse at 6 months, it took Matthew (Meinck) 10 years of constant hard work and support to allow me to finally start to thaw.
And I still need his continuing interaction to help me see when I'm trapped in my victims thinking.
I can't begin to describe to you the feeling of not being an unpaid whore in my own home anymore, where whenever I was at home and I never knew when and whom was going to turn up and demand what. The constant anxiety and pressure I lived under in my own home as well as the panic if I wanted to do something for myself or away from the house. The persistent feeling of always having to be prepared and ready was terrifying.
Thanks to Matthew (Meinck) my time and my home is now my own.
The feelings of anxiety and panic are still there as habit but with far less intensity and frequency.
The knowing and the relief deep within me that the action doesn't happen anymore is worth more than I can express.....'

post submitted by Tina